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We're all Schizo by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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We're all Schizo

What if things really wern't as you thought? What if the whole world was an illusion of your own your whole life was just a story you've written that no one will ever read. All the people you know schizophrenic glitches in your brain, unreal and individual unrelated to the whole that never exsisted. Your goals are meaningless, action that never happened. What if happiness joy pain fear were all psychotic diseases of the mind? Everything you hear, see, feel were unrelenting hallucinations hollograms in the middle of nothing... and we really are alone? And we really feel nothing know nothing and are nothing. You and me

Pomagranet by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Pomagranet

Have you ever felt someone's nails rake down your skin? Have you ever experienced life from depression? Have you ever panicked? wonering if you were really alive woken up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat seen life in death and beauty in tragedy? Do you know the meaning of sleeping forever and the sence of a chemial romance when the sun goes out and you seizure with synths and lights and you know love and romance is dead. Have you known the used are not a band when you see them everyday screaming in the motel on the corner. Have you ever known pain as pleasure hate as love wanted, needed, obsessed for both

Forget by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Forget

Forget all the things you told her forget all the promises you made forget to call her and forget to say you're sorry Forget the things you never said forget the things you never did forget the I Love You at the end of a phone call forget her. Forget all the shit you said forget all the shit you did forget you were arrogant forget that she cared. Forget her support forget you threw it away, forget she said she loved you and knew you forgot everyday Forget your forgot but remember your excuse, just forget your forgot and just forget her

Self-love Scandal by whitefeathered-raven, literature

Subculture Death Art by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Subculture Death Art

We all see her walking around, singing her dark sweet song a deep black ocean of honey with that heartbreaking tremble at the end like a sinking death gurgle. I know you watch her out of the corner of your eye because you can't look her in the face, for fear of being known, you don't know why you turn, you're a disgrace. She knows. Blush. Where do you think she goes when the sun goes down and the night comes around alone lost in her thoughts in a great vaste world of city lights and twilight mingling with all the whores and freaks dancing in vampire clubs and soking up the poison. She doesn't want YOU, and maybe you don't rea

Four Letter Lie by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Four Letter Lie

Soft skin, snowy heart no time to ask about my day. Booze and coke and acid and suicide dispite please and please and please... everything but her... just left drawing in the dark. You said you loved her. Social infections burying under your skin, biting and itching tearing personals apart even when she hosts nought... It's just a shared present, a sur[rise party of parasites... out of love (?) never the vigilant one, always working to make a dime not personal time with the one who cares most. Every word said, now empty sounds and empty sighs a four letter lie.

Darkest Thoughts by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Darkest Thoughts

Do you cry in the dark because it brings out the fear in lonliness, or so the light won't expose all your cracks and infections? Do you have any idols, or have they all burned out, died away like so many of your dreams? Shut up don't talk to me unless you're going to give me all your hardest drugs for free. Otherwise kill me now so I don't have to worry about tomorrow.

Fairytailes by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Fairytailes

Show me the way to this place everyone is so sure of. And where is the end of this ratrace we're supposed to compete in? Give me the recipie so I can cure myself, and double the cocain to help it along. I'm in line on the bread crumb trail but the horizon looks pretty empty. And the sky is so tall and the earth, so wide I don't think I'll find what I'm looking for... You told me this was the way, but I think you lied. I'm really tired and just want to go home... We arn't going to find happyness. I told you I don't believe in fairytales anymore.

Dear Everyone by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Dear Everyone

Where were you when I sat up at night trying to carve my pain away, bleeding to save my sanity that's alreday slipped away? Why do the words never come, my courage disapate, everything become so lost inside when I need to tell you I'm dying too? I've tried finding paradise a hundred different ways, but all is so far off and I'm so short... Where are you now so far down the road, have you looked back? Do you know the words my courage fails to show you... so silently screamed?

The Fork in the Road by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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The Fork in the Road

Even though you tried to brake me I am not on the floor picking up all my pieces. I've got a bandage on my cut but it's coming off today. I'll be out there chasing the sun, even when it's too dark to know where I'm going. I'm still trying to find my wings but I'm getting closer... and after all is said and done and after all is done and said I just want you to know We'll carry on the memories arn't gone and if I find you again I'll tell you all the places I've been, and show you all the things I've done. Until then...

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Chaos Theory of my Life by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Chaos Theory of my Life

I wake up blinded but not, hurting but healing. Looking into the mirror, laced with spidering cracks, lying right to my face. I can't hold back from that image glaring at me, mocking me, throught glazing stoney eyes. Something like a Hun warcry, desparation, confusion, hate, anger rips trhough me, climbing, spurring from me. How can a person love themself, if they see so much of the one they hate, inside them? How could you move through life, if you're not the person you want to be, but were born condemed and damned as the replica and spawn of your loated conceiver? Broken glass slits my flesh right down to the ivory staine

Listen by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Listen

I am the little girl born into a world of chaos. I wonder, in my small mind, why people can't find different ways to solve problems, because all I see are bullies hinding in their war machines. I want to speak out and ask them why they can't open their narrow minds, and to accept the beauty of humain differences, yet I am just the little girl born into a world of chaos. I pretend that all this fighting is the hellish nightmare that lives only in a dream. I feel the bitterness of the world when there is a new article of finger-pointing and pain, and I touch the reflection in the mirror and the strange face on paper and have a wan

Eyes by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Eyes

You all stare at me, I see your eyes, You eyes that scream wit hate, your eyes that burn with disaproval. I look straight into the black pools, in the middle of the keyholes to your soul, that suddenly vanish and reapear with a silent, raunchy blink. ~ I watch the shadows on my still blacker wall, and I hear the stident voices of the days passed by, I can feel the blood turning cold racing. I cannot see. I cannot see God through the thick fog I am in, but I question, Why see God if He alone, put me here? It is this thought that triggered my hallucination (or was it real?) ~

Utopia by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Utopia

A darkened rundown basement, available to his overlooked needs. Lit eyes could scan the desolate room and find nothing but disturbance. Walls painted in pail white echo his snowy skin, holes tally the numerous angry spurts that slipped by so violently and unnoticed. Blood smears. Tear stains. Drip in unhealthy harmony to his quiet silhouette. Alone. Eyes gleam dully, surrounded by bruised purple, hiding in veiling ebony hair, spilling over jet black clothing. Flooding the light deprived room is the bass heavy metal reverberating off the shady architecture. Deep male voices scream out to compressed and fading life; The lyric

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Dying Light by whitefeathered-raven, literature

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Dying Light

Good-bye Daylight, Moonbright and Starshine. Lord, where have you gone? Come back to a child lost for life. The Devil has taken hold, Gripping so cold and pulling glaciers forward. Alone, cold and dieing inside, You left me for the heavy snow to smother. I've been forced to my knees, Bleeding through the Earth. I've been beaten down, Struggling to come through the fog. I've been led astray by lies, Truths locked away in time. I cannot enter into Heaven, My body is chained, suspended within the Air. The Fire of Hell, Cannot lick the body of a Fire hearted child. Lord, shepherd of shorn sheep, Bleating in searing silence. R

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About whitefeathered-raven

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Artist // Literature

Canada
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Huge void of nothing...calgary
Favourite genre of music: Metal. Techno/Rave. 80's metal...

Favourite Movies

Easy Rider

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Other Interests

Singing, Music, Tattoos and Piercing.. getting fucked up

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whitefeathered-raven

Feb 6, 2009

Needing Advice

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It's been about 2 years now (maybe a bit less) since I last come to dA... and its interesting to see that ALL of the comments and favourits since that time have been on one poem: Satanist's Creed. I think it's nice that people like that poem... but I am also a little bit insulted because it seems that iether 1) no one bothers to read any of the other ones, or 2) no one likes any of the other ones. I'm not quiet sure how to feel... I might be on here more now..or I might now be.. we'll see what the New Year brings... I have a lot on my plate, including what to go into for college: my choices are ACAD, which is an art school here in Calgary. I

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whitefeathered-raven

Dec 15, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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I'm trying out a new medium: Photos... won't have much new up anytime soon..maybe one ro two poems..but nothing much else..just letting you know ~Jill

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whitefeathered-raven

Mar 15, 2007

Long time no write

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Wow... it's been a while.. not only havn't I written shit all since Septembre but I havn't even posted any new work, even though I have a ton of it lying around. My god... ok I promise by saterday i will have all the new shit I've written posted and polished. Pretty exciting huh? Know what else is exciting? I deleted all the shit in my gallery that I re-read and hated!! haha..and I deleted all thoes old fucking journals about nothing insirping...not that anything I writ enow will be very insipring but it will be new at least.... look forward to it

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Funky844

Sep 28, 2007

you make me feel life is exceptable. haha just kidding, just stoping by to praise your work

Bwah!! Another favorite I'm so honored!! Thank you kindly miss Jill!!

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*~*~ Youve just been hit with ~*~*~ A WAVE OF INSPIRATION!!! ~*~*~* Hit three other people with a wave of inspiration!!!~*~*

looking forward to it

jddarkdeath

Mar 22, 2007

Waitaminute, is this Jill... as in... ummm damnit I have nothing to associate to you... hmmm, well the best I can come up with is Beccas Jill?
If I know any other Jills I would be impressed.
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Love to read a good write!

whitefeathered-raven

Mar 27, 2007

haha Jill from Nex.. sinnlithium

jddarkdeath

Mar 28, 2007

ahaha alright now that makes more sense XD

Maloney001

Jan 18, 2007

Hi Jill!
*Waves*
Remember to Blame the Schools!